this will be my space to write my thoughts

my ideas my feelings

i am shy enough not to right those in arabic

and not alot of people will read this

so that satisfy me

also

this `ll be a chance to me to practice english

so i`ll start

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being in a colleage like where i am is very hard

u`ll find a pressure from all sides

in exams period

i am in my worst case

anxious,nervous,cant sustain any thing

very sharp reactions on every thing

priefly i am not able to controll my acts as usuall

i know it is a bad thing but what can i do it is my nature

although my family know this

they dont stop applying pressure on me

when i need some one to calm me down and encourge me

may be i am sensitive in those days more than any time

but really i feel bad about this

i dont want some thing extra ordinary

just a cute word and a kiss from my mom or dad will renew my activity

i love them more than any thing in this life so i need their support

god keep them to mee

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i have final exam tommorrow

so at least pray for me guys

sory for Disappointed

but u 'll find me here for the rest of the tipic

continous ur feeling and never stop

i start praying for u for ur exam tommorw

rabena m3aky

i was sure if any body will read my topic

u would be one of them

thx eslam for ur support and praying

i am glad u `ll be here for the rest of the topic

thx my brother

إقتباس

You are right but believe me .. you will know that .. it is the best period of your life

may be..who knows!!

إقتباس

I will always be here .. and allow me to join NINJA

that is an honor to me



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so whaaat

okey.. i had an exam this morning

some thing very strange happened today

i will tell u>>

i get up at 5 o~clock to study and revise before exam

i opened the book>>what a shock

i couldnt remember any thing

i tried to remember some notes >>nothing

i tried to answer some questions>>disapointed i cant remember any word of any chapter

as if i didn`t study it before several times

as usual>>i started to cry

now i should repair myself to accept that i will be in a summer course this year

(i prayed (rak3teen kada2 7aga

and asked my god (allah) deeply to help me and calm me down

then it is 9 o`clock

exam `ll start at 10

i have just one hour

on my way to colleage i opened the book

a miracle hapened

i revised the bigest five chapters in just one hour

impossible..i entered the exam

the same things as i just revised are questions

oh thank god i got a deep breath and started to answer

al7amdollela i did my best

i find today something really affected mee

rabena loves me



i am very happy now and feel deeply satisfaction

really thank god

الحمد لله كما ينبغي لجلال وجهه و عظيم سلطانه

al7amdollela

and congratiolation for the exam

i hope that contionus forget on the morning and remmember in the exam time

that better than the reverse i think

to be continous

النبى عربى يا بيبو


but thanks a lot for u

i totally thought that u forget it because scince long time ur pen didnt wrote any thing here

but u didi it now

so..............welcome back

إقتباس

every one wants to be a judge

and the others guilty

thats called live unfortinatly

إقتباس

i would choose to be a bird

no not the bird plzzz

any bird may be shoot at any time


bebo u r not stuiped girl but just confuse girl

take a while catch ur breath from any thing

have some relaxation to can continous

go on..................

حرام عليكى يابيبو والله انا مش بحب الانجليزى ومتعقدة منة لانة هوا اللى خلانى احول ادبى فى الثانوى العام
جبتيلى احباط
هههههههههههههههههههه

that wat i say from the begining th sad mode is in theexam

but after it...........oh its better

thx for the congrate and i hope the best for u from all my heart

إقتباس

my results just on the door

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note

plz dont say god but say ALLAH

do it and feel the change

السلام عليكــم ورحمـة الله وبركاتــة ،،



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